OTL I will draw happier stuff for my journal comic next week.
I kinda feel like
..growing up stuff
is happening too fast.
I wish I could..go at a slower pace with everything.
..agh, maybe I'm just really lazy.
but ..yeah I still wish I could do things at my own pace..
like goodness. I barely know what I really wanna do with my life.
...being hobo doesn't sound so bad..
lol just kidding...maybe
the only concrete idea I have for my future is to be able to travel around the world. and draw of course.
The other details will
somehow fill in I guess (?)
...arghdfkj okay honestly
I'm apologetic to my parents for thinking this but:
I wish I could just go to freaking UGA
it's not a bad college (!!)
and I don't really care to get into Emory anymore.
at first the whole idea of going somewhere so elite like that fascinated me.
but I don't think I'm suited for somewhere like that.
xD I'll end up failing or something.
..I really don't care about which college I'll end up going to actually.
I just...wanna get some sort of higher education from somewher/anywhere
than go fly around the world and draw.
..uhhhrgd maybe I'm just being selfish.
I have no idea,
I feel like the older I get,
the more confused I am I:<